tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-84971777949665259462024-03-15T02:19:40.717+08:00Nasrin ccmbrndhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06928755701685103219noreply@blogger.comBlogger54125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8497177794966525946.post-34022754936504027772021-03-04T16:16:00.005+08:002021-03-04T16:20:10.426+08:00Geez & Ann, a movie review<div style="text-align: justify;">Okay, the main reason why I was thrilled to watch this movie is that the main actor, Geez. I like nerd-kind-of-guy and hmm, yeah, when I said nerd guy, it obviously refers to a handsome-nerd-guy. Lek jer, taste kita kan tak sama haha. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div><div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKWq6uzLna6rtXccLXJ49FYb8Qok3AkrthyphenhyphenCKWPD2GtHBNcgB-ZORMmSb40D5UWmueN3HACRU35daSP2gWdbmm4DlTXEIh_bqzWwi-i-IQxzytsXroKROzKHpN6IPL250jg_xDoNSZwy6N/s1024/geez+%2526+ann.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="576" data-original-width="1024" height="225" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKWq6uzLna6rtXccLXJ49FYb8Qok3AkrthyphenhyphenCKWPD2GtHBNcgB-ZORMmSb40D5UWmueN3HACRU35daSP2gWdbmm4DlTXEIh_bqzWwi-i-IQxzytsXroKROzKHpN6IPL250jg_xDoNSZwy6N/w400-h225/geez+%2526+ann.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">They first met at the Alumni event; there was an unexpected blackout that occurred during the event, and Ann was one of the people in charge of the event. At that moment, as she was trying to fix the chaotic situation, she climbed off the ladder to turn on the switch or something. Moments later, she was about to fall and tada!!!! Geez saved her from the fall (cam biasalah, love at the first sight gaknya).Oh, yes, I forget to point out that Geez and his band are one of the performers in that event, that's why he was in the backstage.</div></div></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">First of all, their love story seems rushed??? I think it's because when they first met, Geez handed Ann his iPod and asked her to listen to and review the song he wrote. I mean, yall just met and talked not more than 30 minutes? </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">In contrast to Geez, Ann was brought up by a loving, caring family; no family issues. Geez's parents had divorced, and he's now staying with his mother, who was extremely strict about his son's circle and education. Geez's mother was dying to send him to Berlin to study medicine. Haa here comes the problem, there was a day when Geez and Ann went out for a date, and then Geez's mother called asking for his whereabouts, but Geez said "bookstore" when he was actually on a date with Ann. Ann, being immature, suddenly burst out and said something like, "how can you have the audacity to lie to your mom?" WITHOUT first asking why he did so, is it hard to be honest with his mother? What upsets me more is that s<span style="text-align: left;">he was also mad when Geez told her he was going to study in Berlin. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="text-align: left;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;">I WAS LIKE.. SIS, YOUR BOYFRIEND IS GOING THERE TO STUDY -_- </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">The essence of this movie is that an immature partner will stress you out and ruin the relationship. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">I feel so annoyed when Ann upset that Geez took some time to reply to her texts. From my perspective, Geez did everything that he could to fix the situation and ensure that Ann is fine but Ann? She did nothing but complain. I would say that Ann never put any effort to understand Geez's struggle in handling his mother. Also, it was her that asked Geez to stop contacting her so that she can move on with her life but when Geez showed up after he finished his study in Berlin, she told Geez, "why must it be now? you should have come to me earlier." Astaghfirullah. Sakit hati saya dibuatnya, saudara-saudari sekalian. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">There are many components that you need to have a stable relationship, and maturity is the key. If you have an immature partner, they'll have difficulty understanding that you've got a busy schedule, so he or she'll keep whining about the simplest thing, like why you're online but don't answer them, why you're refusing to pick up a call, etc. It's so mentally draining to have a partner like this because they don't understand you. Whenever you try to explain the situation, they're going to cut you off and say that everything you say is just an excuse, and in the end, you're going to get frustrated because it's going to happen again and again. What's the point of having a partner, but they're not willing to understand your situation? </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">If Ann were a mature partner, she will try to help Geez resolved his issue with his mother instead of getting upset about why Geez lied to his mother. If Ann were a mature partner, she would understand that Geez was busy with his study (study medicine kot, ko expect apa), hence it should be fine if Geez took some time to reply to her texts. If Ann were a mature partner, 4 years of long-distance-relationship would be fine. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">My advice to anyone who reads is to try your best to find a mature partner. A mature partner is going to try to understand you and help you grow. I don't agree when people think you need constant arguments in a relationship to make a relationship alive? Nah, this isn't for me. I would prefer stability, and whenever there is a problem, try to fix it as soon as possible. It's fine to be clingy but everything should be in moderation gituhhh. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Rate: 2/5 - 2 is for Geez's face and character development. </div><div style="text-align: justify;">Would I recommend it? Yes, only if you wanna see how Ann ruined the precious relationship with her attitude. </div>ccmbrndhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06928755701685103219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8497177794966525946.post-78206293855518052542020-12-22T01:14:00.004+08:002021-04-06T19:41:38.456+08:00Twenty-twenty <div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: arial;">How did I perceive 2020? </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: arial;">Horrible, </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: arial;">but I've learned a lot. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span>I met a lot of new people, I have gained new experiences, and improved my soft-skills during my 2-months-internship. It is always exciting to meet new people even though it drains my energy at the end of the day. But it is a worthy-life experience that I have to grab to climb the ladder. It makes me think, am I really fit to work in this field? Apparently, we never know. I will never know. The truth is, I don't think I have a passion for anything. Maybe I lost my passion? Or do I have a passion in the first place? All of these thoughts have been lingering in my mind these days. </span><span>I feel like.... there's nothing that am I good at. Yeah, that's me being pessimistic. On the contrary, if I were to be optimistic about my life, I would tell myself that one day, I will be an expert in this field but it just a matter of time. </span><span style="text-align: left;"><span>Isn't it normal to feel that way? I mean, one day, you're so optimistic about your life, but the other, you just want to do nothing on your bed and thinking why you're still alive. </span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: arial;">I'm 22, but I'm still struggling to love myself. But then again, I won't give up on improving myself even though most of the time, I just wanna disappear. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><blockquote><span style="font-family: arial;">"Wouldn't it better if I don't exist at the first place?" </span></blockquote></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span>I think it's inevitable that I should blame myself whenever something went wrong or things didn't go the way I planned.</span></span><span> </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><blockquote><span style="font-family: arial;">"It's your fault." </span></blockquote></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span>People often say that to me and that hurts me the most. That's why I am scared to say those words to others because I know how painful it can be. </span><span style="text-align: left;"><span>I've been wondering if it's painful for me to say that to others, shouldn't I think it's the same way for myself? I will only hurt myself if I keep on blaming myself. I then realize that being kind to yourself is the hardest thing to do. </span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span>For the past few weeks, I've been stuck in the middle of two notions that I've often heard. First, if you really love someone, you have to fight for them. On the other hand, if you really love someone, let them go because if it's meant for you, it'll come to you no matter how quickly you try to get away from them. I was perplexed by what had happened between us, and it took me a while to think which one was the best thing I was supposed to do? </span><span>Thank God, at that moment, I can think objectively. </span><span style="text-align: left;"><span>Considering that it's only going to hurt him if I hold him back, I decided to let him go so that I could be free from guilt. In short, I choose the latter because I want a sense of inner peace. Isn't that cliche? But that's probably the best thing for now and I regret nothing. Besides.... why would I regret my decision? I've used all my brain-cells to come to that decision, I don't wanna make them feel wasted. </span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: arial;">22/12/2020 - I think I'm doing better in loving myself and I will continue doing it. </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: arial;">I think the biggest lesson I've learned this year is to be thankful for everything you got and everything you've gone through. It's all written anyway. I don't want to stress myself thinking that no one will marry me before I turn 25 (I was foolish to think that I was able to do this hshsh). Now I just want to focus on embracing myself, equipping myself with whatever necessary in order to survive, and turn myself into a decent, intellectual, and elegant woman (gituhh). </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: arial;">I'm not expecting a lot for next year. I just hope I'll be able to finish my degree and graduate on time. Of course, I'd like this covid to come to an end soon so that I can travel again.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span>Last note from me, I wish you have a nice year ahead and I hope you will stay sane. To all my friends (if yall reading this), thank you so much for the support yall gave me when I hit the rock bottom; emotionally, mentally </span><span style="text-align: left;"><span>(づ。◕‿‿◕。)づ</span></span></span></div>ccmbrndhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06928755701685103219noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8497177794966525946.post-54310204438299180552020-07-04T18:03:00.000+08:002020-07-04T23:20:33.126+08:00that's how it goes <div style="text-align: justify;">
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It's been a while right, huh? My most recent post on this blog is June 2018 (so much time passed lol) I've been going through a lot of things since August 2018. If I can recall things that happened in 2018, it would be my involvement in MalayaMUN in which I was the protocol officer. I had a lot of fun as I got to widen my circle by socializing with the delegates (though I'm not a fan of being social and small talks, I just had to). I'm genuinely hoping that soon everything will be normal, even though we haven't discovered an official vaccine for this disease, and then "surprisingly", China discovered a new virus but this time, it related to pigs and Kalimantan is in the state of emergency over forest fires (it happens annually anyway). </div>
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I'm still in the state of befuddled with the fact that I make it to 2020? When I was a kid, I always consider 2020 is another dimension of the world. The most common one would be flying cars, me having a big house with a lift, and probably a robot that can finish my homework. Sadly, the only robot that I found this year is the one that we have in Makcik Cafe (pastu tak function?)</div>
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Ok now, we move to 2019. To sum up my 2019, I would say that it such a hectic year but it's the most meaningful year to me. I guess there was nothing much at the beginning of the year but it started to be fast-paced in June. I was involved in Kalsom Movement, The Volunteerism and Cultural Exchange (VEX), Small Changes, Leadership Camp, I went to Aceh and flop my final for the fifth semester as well (specifically my Admin Law paper, sorry Dr. Sri for disappointing you with my uncritical thoughts and logic). I guess I'm wrapping up 2019 with a little blunder, but well, life doesn't always give you justice. To add, my friends, Alia Jasmeen and Piah were married last year and at the same time, I also lost a good friend of mine, Farid, who died in an accident. I was speechless when I heard the news, and I didn't make it to see him for the last time as I was in KL. I've been witnessing his hard work to save up for his marriage with his fiance but He has a better plan after all. May Allah bless his soul. Amin. </div>
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Besides, I was also part of the Tun Suffian International Moot committee with Qis and Farah [we luvvvvv handling PA system :")] Nevertheless, I got to enjoy the scrumptious food that we had in the hotel haha.<br />
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<br />2020 is a year full of surprises, and I would say that most of us would have finally realized that Western people aren't smart as they seemed to be. It becomes more evident, especially when they refuse to wear masks and say that the fact that the government forces them to wear is infringing their right. Luckily we did not encounter this moment in Malaysia. Buuuuuut, As usual in Malaysia, we are (again) engaged in a never-ending debate about who's at fault when it comes to rape? The inequalities before the law that are getting worse among the politicians, the continuous vague guidelines during the PKP, the rude school kids who refuse to finish their homework, we have seen some people in our community who are not clear about the issue of racism. Haihh banyak betul current issue to the extent that I feel tired of catching up with everything. </div>
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Even though 2020 seems like a messed-up year, it's also been a good year for me. Finally, I can experience the whole of Ramadhan with my family (haven't experienced this since I was a kid as my father often went out for outstation). My relationship with my dad is closer to me. I mean, you know me well, you 're going to know how awkward I am with my dad. I honestly always feel jealous of those who have a good relationship with their dad. "Good" here actually refers to a "warm" relationship as I don't have any issue with my dad it just that we are not that close to each other? I envy those who are able to share everything with their dad :") All in all, everything that happened is a blessing in disguise.<br />
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Ok now, let's move to the most favorite part which is HONNE new album!!!!!!!!!!!!! Omg!!!!!!!!!!! I'm glad that found Honne sooner. Day 1 will always be my favorite but the new album is a masterpiece!!!!! Look at the lyrics tho. It's so poetic.<br />
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Ok lah the reason why I choose these specific lines is that I know many of us had planned everything that we wanted to do. But, all of a sudden, we were attacked by Covid-19, which obstructs us from doing all of them. If we weren't attacked by Covid-19, I might have finished my Sabah volunteer project, which was due to take place last April. I'm sad that I can't join next year because my parents didn't allow me to go but takpelah haha.<br />
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Essentially, there will be a lot of things you're planning that won't go the way you want it to be because that's the beauty of life. When all goes the way you've expected, then there's no way you can stumble and learn how to pick up yourself.<br />
I'm trying to inculcate the positive vibes here (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ<br />
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The last remark for this post is that we always need to remember that there are so many things that we need to be grateful for. (It's a reminder to me, too, because I often feel like I'm not a thankful servant enough). So here's a list of things that I'm really grateful for \(^-^)/<br />
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I'm thankful that I managed to survive the pandemic phase (so far) at home, not at the hospital.<br />
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I'm thankful that there is always food in my fridge during the pandemic, it's such a heartbreaking to see that there are many people struggling to have rice in their plate while I am eating a lot of food for the whole time.<br />
I'm thankful that I have my friends that keep me sane.<br />
I'm thankful that I finally post something after 17 drafts that I hesitate to post.<br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Most of the time, I would use my backpack to class because for me backpack is much more convenient compared to a sling bag unless I only have one class for that particular day. Besides, I, as a girl have lots to bring; since I am using waterproof sunscreen every day, I have to bring makeup remover, moisturizer, etc., but for stationery, I started to bring the necessary stuff only because pencil case suddenly turned into a burden to my shoulder. Sometimes, just bringing my Acer laptop together with the charger is already making my shoulder aching especially when I have to walk to college from faculty at the end of the draining day. At the age of 20, a laptop and the charger which I think the weigh is not exceeding 3kg.... makes me sick (I think I am in the disadvantage situation as I have small shoulders; broad shoulders always be my dream when I was a kid lol). Hence, this why I proposed to my parents I wanted to buy a very light laptop because it will absolutely lift the burden hehe.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">So, imagine the burden of books that those little kids have to bear every day in school. It would be fine for those kids who went to school by car, but how about those kids who have to walk all the way to school? I've been witnessing these scenarios since I was a kid as I went to school by myself most of the times. When I was in primary school, I went to school by bicycle and whenever my parents were off, I forced them to send me to school because it was an obstacle to stay awake at 7 a.m. and rode your bike. Later in secondary school, I walked to school every day because none of my girlfriends were riding a bicycle, and it such a pathetic life I had because Malaysian didn't want to inculcate Japanese's culture. Again, with your small body, you have to bear so much weigh in your back :( Dahla underweight, buku pulak overweight. At the same time, my mom always warned me to walk and sit up straight but I have a problem to make it right because I get used to bend my shoulder a bit because of the heavy bag that I always bear. Luckily I managed to overcome a bit because it is a must to have a proper posture whenever you are on the track because if you didn’t, habis la ko. But sometimes, I bend my shoulders involuntarily; my mom told me that it is one of the consequences of bringing heavy backpack to school. I don’t take it seriously until I see how badly my posture in certain pictures. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">After a long mukaddimah about my childhood years, my point here is… it is a good improvement that government now is focusing on how to tackle this problem. Some of us might see this as trivial but little did you know that the health of the youngsters is vital? If the government don’t do anything to fix this, could you imagine how many people would suffer spinal pain in the future? Hence, the government has to spend a lot to cure it because the progressive of the country basically depends on how productive the nation is. Kalau semua dah sakit belakang siapa nak run the country? Kucing ke? <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ha </span>cakap<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"> </span>pasal<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"> </span>kucing<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">, </span>dulu<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"> every time my classmates left their books at home </span>mesti<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"> the teachers said “Habis </span>buku<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"> kat </span>rumah<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"> </span>siapa<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"> </span>nak<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"> </span>baca<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">? Kucing </span>awak<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">?” Kalau tak </span>kucing<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"> </span>nanti<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"> the teacher </span>akan<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"> </span>cakap<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"> “</span>nenek<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"> </span>awak<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">”. How could they disrespect cats and our grandmas? I just wanna emphasize that not all kids can handle and follow the class schedule. Not all of them are as diligent as I was to take note on which books that the teachers wanted to use on the next day, what books that you can refer to do homework. Most of them would rather bring </span>alllll<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"> of them as it was easier than arranging books by looking at the schedule. Hence, it is important to have a big locker in each class. It’s not necessary to have an individual locker </span>especially<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"> in primary school. Kids love to see new stuff. They love to experiment and I bet they will make an experiment with the lockers itself if they were to have an individual locker.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">A big locker in a class would be sufficient to occupy the students’ book especially those thicker books. Maybe the schools can set up certain guidelines for the teacher on how to maximize the usage of the lockers in order to tackle this issue. Perhaps the locker is for the textbook as they’re much heavier compared to exercise books. If I am not mistaken, during my secondary years, it was prohibited to left the textbooks under your table. HARAM KO TAHU. But hello, we all love to do haram things in school. However, from what I read in the news is that not all school could afford to put in a locker in a class. Money is the key to education so yeah, especially schools in rural areas; this implementation would burden the school. Another opinion that I found is that, restructuring the textbooks and exercise book which means using a lighter paper in exercise books or maybe students can just use a test-pad instead of the exercise book, and put all the papers in a file. I do agree with this but I think this idea would be more suitable and convenient for secondary school students. Adjusting the weight and the size of the textbooks would be a good idea for me. Though it might take some time to provide and change everything, it will never be too late to make it right. At least, we could provide some comfort to our future generation.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Furthermore, schools that have a stable funding from PIBG, really need to consider to provide a big locker in a class. Maybe for schools that couldn’t afford it, maybe they can create a small area in each classroom to put all the books, just by using a few tables or boxes. It sounds easier but I think I always enjoyed whenever my teachers told me to left the book in class because it is so annoying to deal with a heavy backpack while you are riding a bicycle.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Maybe it will be a bit difficult for the teachers to handle this at the beginning but if teachers as the means to change the world don’t want to start it first, who else will take place? I am glad that when I moved to a boarding school, heavy bag wasn’t really a big deal as we had an individual locker, one big locker in each class, and the most heaven part was you were allowed to put as much as books you want under your desk. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Furthermore, another issue that keeps on running in my feeds is black shoes. As someone who has been wearing black shoes for many years since primary school as I was a prefect, and then I was wearing black shoes again in secondary school as I was a PRS and then when I moved to a boarding school, everyone must wear black shoes; I do believe that wearing black shoes is much better than white shoes. Why? On weekends, we don’t have to spend our time in washing the shoes, because it took such a long period to dry up the shoes especially during the rainy season. Dah la penat sental your shoes pastu kena kapur. Banyak kerja compared to wearing black shoes – you only need to polish it. Nak hygienic sikit, spray your shoes using the anti-bacterial spray. Ala hygienic thing pun takkan la sekolah nak kena ajar? On the other hand, some people contended that wearing black shoes will degrade the students’ discipline as the students won’t bother to take care of their appearances. What do you think? I don’t think so because discipline shouldn’t be indicated by the color of their shoes. There are many other important aspects that need to be considered rather than focusing on how clean their shoes are. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">In conclusion, I am glad that the government are trying to address certain issues that should be addressed from years back but, better late than never. However, I realized that this current government is a bit misleading in terms of the PTPTN issue, UEC, MyBrain, etc. I don’t wanna discuss it in details because this can be pretty much tiring for my brain right now. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Before I end this post, what do you think that one is only being entitled to pay for PTPTN loan once their salaries reach RM4000? I just wonder how long PTPTN has to wait for a fresh graduate to get promoted in a better position so that they can reach the salary of RM4000/month. CAMNE NAK ROLLING DUIT? That’s only my curiosity. Do tell me about your thoughts, your opinions are welcome. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">My mom — the most positive person I’ve ever met. No matter how hard the situation I’ve been handling, she always reminds me to have faith in Him. If you’ve done your best, let it to Allah. Let Him decides what is the best for you. One thing that I want to emphasize is... what do you think is good for you, not necessarily good in the eyes of Allah, The Almighty. We never know what will happen in the future. Good results might make you distant from Allah, that’s why He gave you less that what you wanted to. He gives what you need. Not what you want. Trying to live a life with those principles, in sha Allah, you’ll find happiness. Do strive in whatever you do. But don’t put 100% trust upon your effort. Little did you know that no matter how hard you’re working on something, if He says no, it will never happen. Allah kalau makbulkan doa, pisau yang tumpul pun boleh tajam. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">But... just because kau rasa worthless takkan kau taknak teruskan life? Even time tu dalam otak ni asyik rasa nak bunuh diri sebab rasa anak yang paling tak guna sebab.... sebelah kaki dah barai hahaha. Tapi tulah Allah dah cakap hidup ni tak boleh give up. Alhamdulillah Islam. Ni ha, jadi Islam dari kecik pun ramai tak sedar benda tu nikmat Allah. Ramai orang yang dah besar baru peluk Islam cakap betapa indahnya Islam. Betapa hebatnya dapat rasa kasih sayang Allah. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">So chill jela hidup ni. Kita kan hidup dua kali. But we need to ensure that we prepared the best here so we can have a good life in Akhirah :) Belajar pun ibadah tau hehe (macam takde correlation tapi takpelah) </span><br />
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Hello everyone. I wish you have a good day. Guess what I'm still at HOMEEEEEE because my faculty is having the E-learning week. All lectures and tutorial will be held online hehe. It's quite complicated but yeah it feels good to be at home.<br />
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This is an event where we basically promote UM Law School to Asasi KPTM students. The first question asked by them to me was “Is it hard to be in UM?” I gave them option whether they wanted me to sugar-coat or to be frank (tho I already know they wanted the real answer). “Yes.” There’s nothing easy in university life. Nope. Life is hard but you gotta hit it harder. <o:p></o:p></div>
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I met Ms. Akhmal! My favorite lecturer when I was in Dengkil. I’m glad she still remembers me and my gang – qistina and zaza. Oh, yea! I met my juniors from SAMURA as well. They recognized me easily but for me as usual for some circumstances, having a problem in remembering details about others.<o:p></o:p><br />
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Frankly speaking, I never imagine myself to be part of the Malaya Mock Trial team because appearing in front of the crowd of people isn’t my forte. Even though my character is kinda insignificant (LOL) but I learned a lot from it. If you don’t know what Mock Trial is, it is like a theatre but it is not fully scripted, the students involved are law students, the content is more to current issues and a bit explicit (this is my personal view haha). The first thing that I’ve learned since the day I joined this team is teamwork. No matter how small your character is, you still have the responsibility to play your role seriously. Even though you think that you won’t give the big impact in a certain situation, but other people could see the difference when you start to give a commitment. Next, mock trial makes me realize how vital the backstage people in everything. Eg: People wouldn’t see the smooth running of the Mock Trial if we don’t have the makeup, technical and logistics team and people that actually involved with us, indirectly. Hence, it is important to respect and appreciate everyone around you. You will never know how significant they are until you lost them. Yes, I didn’t regret being part of Malaya Mock Trial. <o:p></o:p></div>
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My parents should be proud of me because I planted for our earth kot! Frankly speaking, I joined this for the sake of the national merits. I want to stay in college so bad even though the wifi connection sucks, the fees are expensive and I rarely get the chance to ride with a bus because of it packs within a blink of eyes.... But still, staying in college is fine enough for me. I could walk to class la. Hm talking about walking to class, I don’t know why every Wednesday I will stay up late until 3AM even though I know that I have 8AM class on Thursday morning. Oh ya, I slept at 3 because I need to catch up with my study and tutorials because my mock trial training usually ends around 11/12AM. And yes, I woke up at 7:30 every Thursday for week 5 until week 7. At those moments, I really appreciate my ironless bawal and shawl, jeans and t-shirts. I will choose to wear sports shoes bc I literally running from college to faculty within 10 mins. I’m proud of myself because I managed to be in class on time. <o:p></o:p></div>
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This is the best bit of the month. This program started from 4 until 17 March (2 weeks). It was enjoyable. But what I regret the most is I couldn’t spend my time with my buddy, from Indonesia, Elsa. SEP was overlapping with Mock Trial and that was the reason why I couldn’t spend my time with her. I feel bad for her but I am glad that she’s very understanding. If there is upcoming outbound, I will surely pick UNTAR as my choice! Besides being able to expand my circles, I’ve gained knowledge as well. As Technical and Publicity Team, we had to handle Client Consultation session. It was great though! I’m planning to join the Client Consultation competition because I feel like it is a very good exposure for a law student. You’ll get the experience on how to deal with your clients that come to your firm. Moreover, there were a lot of talks held throughout the two weeks but unluckily I couldn’t join all of them because I can’t skip my lectures as I like huhu. Oh yes, I joined dikir barat as well for our cultural night haha nice experience and I finally know how to speak Kelantan haha. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Despite all the enjoyable events that I had, I’ve been dealing with the most awful emotions ever. I felt lost. I felt worthless. I felt like I shouldn’t exist because I’m such a troublesome. Though some people always remind me that no matter how horrible I feel about myself, they will always look up for me… I just lost the confidence that I have about myself. I wonder a lot. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Why Allah keep on testing me? It was so heavy. The pain felt like a sharp-toothed creature eating me from the inside. I felt like I was drowning in the deepest sea where no one comes to save me. It made me suffocated but a few days later when I was reading Quran, there was a verse than mentioned that “Allah won’t burden you with something that you cannot bear.” </div>
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My mom always tells me to believe in Him. Whatever happens, there’s always a reason behind it. There’s always something that you can learn from it. I tried to take it easy. I believe that it will pass. Have faith and chin up. Pain is temporary because there’s nothing permanent in this world. The only permanent thing in the universe is the Hereafter. Again, I survived. I didn’t kill myself (lol). <o:p></o:p></div>
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Alhamdulillah. There's no word could describe how thankful I am to have them as my friends. </div>
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When you see someone is sad, stress or any roller coaster emotions, can you stop directly say “go perform your solah and keep on sabr, you’ll be better”, “OMG! You won’t be this hopeless if you don’t skip reading Quran and solah properly.” Like dude, watch your mouth. If you don’t want to put an effort to understand one’s hardship, you better shut up. I’m not saying that what Allah said is wrong, but there are certain situations where that kind of concept is not applicable as the first step. Probably works when he or she is stable. Okay, I've finished my rant.<br />
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Have a good April everyone! Next update will be on May, in sha Allah :) </div>
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ccmbrndhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06928755701685103219noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8497177794966525946.post-35627999862683213072018-01-31T12:47:00.001+08:002018-01-31T12:47:10.752+08:00Decision<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;">
Hello. I’m sitting outside, on the bench, trying to inhale the oxygen in my small garden and exhaling all the negativity that I’d in life. <o:p></o:p></div>
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I suddenly remember about those days when I had an argument with my parents because I didn’t want to pursue science since I know I cannot handle equations. I’m not really good at literature either but for me, literature is better than equations. Generally, words are more soothing compared to numbers. It is worst when numbers are mix with alphabets. It sucks. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Up until today, I didn’t regret the argument that I had with them. People used to say that you know yourself better but at the same time, there is also saying that stated that your parents know what the best is for you. No harm. Both parties correct. However, there is one point in life where you don’t really have to rely on your parents’ decision. It is not to disrespect them but you know what you want in life but you have to justify and give them a concrete reason, don’t just simply say you don’t want to follow their decision because you won’t win if you do that. <o:p></o:p></div>
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True, our parents know us better because they are the person who used and always support us in things that we always thought we are not capable of. Why they keep on supporting us even though we see zero possibility for us to succeed? because they see the hidden gems in us but we are obstructed with skepticism on our potential. This is what my parents did when I was in school. But now, I am an adult, I should be able to think rationally, I know what I want in life, I know what I am really capable of. <o:p></o:p></div>
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My parents said “why don’t you just study science because you already have the basic? You won’t have a problem as you studied maths and science since kindergarten?” The first thought that came across in my mind was “They don’t understand.” That was the truth. Frankly, not all parents have the same education journey like us – we got lots of exposure on courses that provided by universities started from our high school period, personality tests or even chances to meet the counselor to get help on what would be the best field for us based on our attitude and interest. <o:p></o:p></div>
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I know my parents realized how well I did in history and languages subjects and sucks at science and maths. Yes, I do love science subjects. I enjoyed learning it but just because you love it, doesn’t mean it is meant for you. I never have interest in history subject but when I found out that I am able to do well in it, I built passion. That’s why, when I got the UPU offer which was Foundation in Law, I didn’t hesitate at all. I convinced my parents that KPT would give us allowances so they don’t have to spend more money for me because UiTM got the cheapest fees. I believed that was a solid reason HAHAHA and surprisingly, they approved. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Just because they don’t approve your decision in the first place, doesn’t mean its something that is cannot be fixed. Do your best as this is your life. My mom once told me that she didn’t agree when her friend wanted to have a marriage arrangement between his son and me because she believes that I know what I want and I am the one who will go through the marriage journey and not them. (I realllllly respect my mom’s decision on that part HAHAHAHA). Wow, I feel like an adult when typing this paragraph. </div>
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ccmbrndhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06928755701685103219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8497177794966525946.post-68457628449507027122017-12-31T22:06:00.000+08:002017-12-31T22:26:11.726+08:00not-a-fruitful-post <div style="text-align: justify;">
Hello. I've been such in a dilemma whether I should write or not.</div>
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Writing doesn't really take a long time but you know it just me who gonna spend many hours in editing it. (I'll make it fast for this post). I'm actually run out of time to revise my subjects but hey there's me here - wasting my time as usual. It's okay, lemme waste it for the good purpose (lol, doesn't make sense at all). Come on, man! Today is the last day of 2017 :P </div>
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2017 is a great year. I meet a lot of new people which are blessings and lessons. Whatever it is, keep going and we need to be more positive as being someone that is positive and optimistic is always appealing (to me). It is not easy to be such a positive person. It takes a lot of aspects in your life. When someone is sad and you said "hey babe, it's okay. things will get better. don't worry too much. there's nothing that you'll gain from worrying..." simple. it seems simple until it hits you. really bad. to the point, you only could think about death. </div>
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The main goal for my 2018 is to be brave. Again, that two words might seem nothing to people but they're significant to me. so much. I wanna do things that I always afraid to try. I wanna be someone that is better than who I am today. I probably should be more diligent and focus on achieving things that I want in life. Honestly, I wanna join mooting competition so bad but I think next year might not be the perfect time for me. I'm still developing skills that some people already have it but nevermind, slowly but surely. Another goal for my 2018 is to be less-perfectionist and try to control my overthinking. It is exhausting. I'm actually in the process to be such a "lek-lek person" but I just can't because overthinking take over everything. Just I should attach few pictures, to sum up my 2017? Hm, maybe I should. </div>
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Moreover, I'm 20 next year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</div>
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Man, there's no teen anymore and still, don't have a boyfriend lol - I gotta be more serious and mature in handling my life. It's okay la, I think I'm "too young" to have a serious relationship. Diri sendiri mess up ada hati nak ada boyfriend. I will post another "fruitful post" after I finish my final which is on 11th January. But wait, I might don't have time to post on that time as I will hibernate a lot. Plus, I have a mooting camp to attend on 15-17th January. Wow, I like my life. It's only January and it is packed. </div>
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Lastly, I hope all of you will have a great year. 2018 will be a healing and triumph year. Let's strive for the best for ourselves and don't forget to be grateful to Him :)<br />
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Hi! Ahhh I really miss my blog. So much. I just don't have time to sit and write or basically doing things that I love to. So yeah, this is the fifth week of law school but I already questioned myself a lot whether is this the journey that I have to encounter or in the other words do I really have to go to law school? Yea, I just hope that I will be on the right track until the end. </div>
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Fyi, I don't participate in lots of faculty or college activities. I don't know. It's not that I don't want to join it but the fact that I'm trying to give some spaces to myself, to adapt and learn how to survive for the next 7 semesters. I think that's the best decision that I could make for myself at this moment. I know that I've to compete with other people for college placement next year but yeah slowly but surely. I'll join more in the next semester - this is the promise that I made to myself. I've my own stand. I just wanna let myself to breathe and practically enduring the first semester. </div>
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Hey, you know what, foundation and degree life are two different worlds. But Thank God that I've got a little basis on how to cope with a hectic schedule but that's not enough. at all. The first thing that differs foundation and degree is the environment. Of course, here, I got to see many people spending their evening with jogging, kayaking, dating and there's me spending time in the library to finish up my tutorials. But not every evening lah, I've tried to enjoy myself with sweating (lol) because I found the happiness while running (because I feel like I got to escape from my responsibilities. for a while.) There's nothing could make me happier than being able to put on my sports shoes back and run for miles. Kalau dulu kat dengkil habis kelas je pergi makan. Lepas makan naik bilik, tidur. I don't really think about taking naps since the first week of classes. There are so many tutorials, readings, and discussion to do/attend. But, I don't really like to sleep during daytime cause I always considered daytime as my working hours - do as many tasks that I could and sleep early (sadly, no).</div>
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The other perspective of environment that I wanna talk about is the people. Here's the place where you'll meet a different kind of people. There are people who will try their best to be balanced in whatever they do, there are people that seem like they aren't interested in lecture but managed to do well in tutorials, people who will make you laugh, people who will annoy you, cling to you, depends on you and yes, there are also people who don't give a damn at you. Lesson: Be strong. Be confidence, never belittle yourself but don't be cocky. Try your best to always be down to the earth so people will be comfortable to stick to you. No matter how smart or cool you're, if you don't have the right attitude, people will find it upsetting to be around you. </div>
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Anyway, I'm trying to live a life which is "less-sighing" as I do believe that if you control yourself from keeping on complaining about life, you'll have a better life. Have a concrete stand. Never get influenced from negative vibes. Just a little reminder that how I define negative vibes could be different from yours because I considered it as a subjective thing. Besides, degree life is somehow about the phase where your peers' selection plays an important role. If you chose the wrong people to stay with you for the rest of your degree life, goodbye honey. You'll ultimately stumble on the thorny path. </div>
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Besides, the integral part in handling the university life is time management. I know some people would be like "Eleh, dah masuk uni pun nak cakap pasal benda ni ke?". Holyyy no. You'll never know how much essential time management is! So last week, I decided to spend my weekend with TED talks and one of it was "what top students do" lol so cliche. One thing that I got from that video is that whenever you arrange your schedule or your daily activities, don't forget to include things that you love to do! YES! I gotta include running and dramas then hehe but I don't know what's gotten into myself, my interest to kdramas is fading. Not sure whether I should be thankful for it or not. Moreover, spending 30 minutes on your super expensive weekend to plan out or listing all the submissions, things that you've to buy/do, is very important. for me. I've strain myself to make this as a consistent habit because I found it very helpful since I was in my foundation year. By doing that, you'll have a clear mission on what to do, what is your priorities and etc. Once you get your priorities right, you'll be able to complete all your tasks perfectly! </div>
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Tbh, I wanted to join debate/debat thingy so bad but I know that it's so hard to be selected since I don't have the experience at all. I'm not saying this because I'm afraid to try but I already analyzed the possibilities for me to get the chance but nah it's okay. I'm actually excited to see myself in the next 4 years. I wanna be an outspoken person, really. I wanna be someone who can speak confidently, articulately in front of the people but then I realized that it's not about how outspoken you're but the important thing is when you speak, people want to listen attentively to the substances that you're talking about - that's what I aspire to be. I wanna be someone who speaks with substances bukan sembang kosong je because I discovered a lot of people who are outspoken but there's no substance in things that they said cakap je lebih tapi kerja tak buat. Well, actions speak louder than words yall. </div>
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Last but not least, this is zaimah. a good friend of mine. she always has something to talk about especially about the manga that she read, or the movies that she watched. Yea, she's the one who walked from her college to mine just to send me the panadol and a cool fever pad when I'd fever last week *look how nice she's :'))) * </div>
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Hello! It's been a while since my last post which was on June 22. Don't have any idea how hectic my life is since July. For your information, I was working for a month and I decided to stop working there when I got my university placement's result. Frankly speaking, the result was unpredictable and I didn't expect to belong there because I feel so small and suddenly lost all the confidence that I'd. So yeah, all praises to Allah, I got an offer to continue to study in my dream law school which is University of Malaya. </div>
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I just finished my law faculty orientation last Friday. It was lit but yall honestly I'm a bit scared to the fact that I'm going to study here for 4 years. During my first week of orientation which was called as MHS - I've been chosen to be in a nasyid group for my college. I found out the result on the second day of orientation if I'm not mistaken and had to compete with other colleges' nasyid group on Friday night -- cool man (I even missed the opportunity to meet Pak Nil because I had to go to practice)! The thing that I found a bit funny was, during our first meeting together with the seniors and fellows., when everyone was introducing themselves, they need to include their related background as well. Most of them are good singers, already went to national competition, representing their states and whatsoever but when it was my turn to introduce myself.... "I'm Nasrin, my previous institution was UiTM Dengkil and got no experience at all". but come on man, I'm a professional shower singer :P However, our sacrifices are all worth. We won the first place for nasyid competition and had to perform at DTC. New experience again! </div>
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Now, let's move on to my law faculty orientation. Before we had to go through such a hella week, we've been segregated into few groups. Nine groups I think and there are 15 people in each group. My group name is MacMillan. 8 over 15 people in my group including myself are students from Dengkil so yeah we talked a lot about Dengkil and it showed that we can't easily move on from such a heaven institution. The faculty orientation is more to mentally torturing. We got so many rules and regulations that we need to abide because it was related to our group marks. You need to greet all the JKO (JKO is actually those seniors who are involved in handling us, freshmen), remember their names because there are so many sudden moments when they asked about the JKO's names, the Deans and so on. I was like hellllooooo I've so many other things that I need to take care of instead of remembering their names. However, this orientation week is meant to train all of us to be and grow as a professional legal practitioner. </div>
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ccmbrndhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06928755701685103219noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8497177794966525946.post-49760919167006954312017-06-22T00:28:00.000+08:002017-06-22T00:28:22.295+08:00Where's the moral value<div style="text-align: justify;">
Hi! Just a few days left before all the Muslims going to celebrate Eid. There are so many things that happened around the world which make me kinda confused on what is exactly on my mind, what should I write about for exact. </div>
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There is no single legal definition of bullying but I think bullying could be considered as a repetitive behavior which is intended to hurt someone either physically or mentally. Just like what I've learned in Psychology classes before, boys tend to use direct bullying which means involving physical while girls tend to bully mentally. </div>
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Last two weeks, many people were shocked by the tragic death of Cadet Officer, Zulfarhan Osman, I bet everyone is already familiar with his name. He had been admitted to Hospital Serdang with bruises and burns on his body. In other words, he was physically abused to death. Based on his case, I think it's time for us to change our mindset regarding bullying issues. I don't want to talk about this issue further, but there's one thing that bothers me every time I'm scrolling my Twitter, this one guy made a thread regarding the murderers. What I can conclude here, hatred won't make anything better, brother. From the perspective of mine, he is actually worsening the fabric of the society. You know what I mean, we have the law the plays the role in getting the justice for the victim and his family, let the law settle it. You don't have to waste your time, creating hatred waves to elongate the issue. It is worthless. It's not that I don't mind what's actually happened, it just... come on, the murderers gonna get the sanction la bro.</div>
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The second thing that I want to talk about is about our education system. Last week if I'm not mistaken, I saw a tweet of TN50. </div>
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Honestly, I think something is lacking in our education system which is moral values. How students going to apply those moral values and civic consciousness when both subjects required students to merely memorize all the definitions and terms? I just wanted to make a comparison with Japan, they don't have any examination in school until they're in 4th Grade, not very sure how old the students in 4th Grade but I think it's either 9 or 10 years old. </div>
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During the first three grades, Japan's education system emphasis more on developing responsibility in youth, ensuring the students are capable of cleaning, caring, being polite and any other moral value; which is something that Malaysia's students are lacking. The objective of education is supposed to be on how to build good manners and developing charismatic personalities. Besides, in Japan, the students are also taught to respect to other people and be kind toward animals and nature. </div>
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If Malaysia uses Japan as their first epitome in planning the education system, bullying, and other problematic students' issues could be settled down. The moral values are degrading from our society. Where's the humanity go when you decided to burn your friend? Where's the humanity til you're able to hit someone who looks "a bit feminine",? Where all the knowledge that you've absorbed that is supposed to change the structure of your brain, change the way of your thinking style and change your personality? That referring to the reply "is our education haven't nurtured the moral values to the youths?" </div>
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A success education system is a system that is able to build the personality of a student to be a better person. A person who knows about respect and love, who knows the limit of his or her action, who knows the consequences of his or her action. </div>
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ccmbrndhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06928755701685103219noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8497177794966525946.post-9554340970445773062017-06-15T01:17:00.003+08:002017-06-15T01:17:42.124+08:00Not everyone was raised like you<div style="text-align: justify;">
Hello! I've no glasses on my face because I'm wearing a honey mask and sadly everything isn't as clear as before. My shortsightedness level is increasing but yea I still want to type it. It is 20 Ramadhan today. Time flies! May Allah choose us to be one of those people who meet the Lailatul Qadr. Amin. </div>
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Last Friday, I went to Shah Alam with my good friend, Qistina, to pick our official transcript for our foundation year. After that, we went to KLCC but we were a bit exasperating because we couldn't able to sit + gossip and eat together because it's Ramadhan. I mean, there are so many restaurants and good foods there. I also bought a Sherlock Holmes' book. It is a combination of The Sign of Four and A Study in Scarlet. I don't really have time to read it due to Raya's preparation but yeah I'm gonna make it during raya. </div>
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Have ever get mad because some people couldn't follow the way you live in a particular situation? Take me for an example. I've been raised by a perfectionist mother. A mother who doesn't like the messy spaces, love formality in most of the aspects of life and also freaking details, organized and neat. So, when it comes to me. There you are. My mother's trait is in me. </div>
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In 2014, when I decided to go to boarding school. I'd so many thoughts were lingering in my brain. Since I'm the only child in the family, I'm having trouble in sharing my stuff, a bit socially awkward for such a long period and whatever it is. But, Alhamdulillah, I adopted very well with the environment and survived. </div>
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My problem is I don't like people who aren't organized, people who are loud and I went nuts every time I saw it and it was more frustrating when I already told them to fix that situation. For many years, I've been facing these problems. </div>
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But, at the end of my foundation year in Dengkil... I realized about one thing. Not everyone was raised like me. Not everyone was raised by a perfectionist mother. Some people might be raised with a maid at home, a soft-spoken mother who will fix every error that you make without getting mad on you, a father that doesn't mind about formality, a family that has lots of member in it and many other aspects that you actually can take it into consideration.</div>
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Thus, apply it on every issue that you need to tackle in life. </div>
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Second Example: English proficiency. </div>
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I was lucky enough to get into a foundation in law because this course really helps me to improve my English. I came from a family that doesn't speak English at all. My parents only know the basics vocabulary but yes Thank God that I love foreign languages ( English and Arabic) since I was a kid. I even had an obsession toward the Arabic language when I was in primary school. My love for English was continued to grow til I got into my former secondary school. I always excited for English classes but my friends were those who made me feel disheartened because they didn't want to participate in class. I always felt like I'm the only person in the class because the only person who talked to my English teacher is me and always me. My environment didn't help me to improve my proficiency. Same goes to my second high school, even tho it is a boarding school, talking in English isn't something that school emphasized on. My bad. </div>
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Thus, when some people aren't able to speak English even the basic one, I do understand, especially my former schoolmates. The environment itself make the students become discouraged. When you wanted to talk in English, people will glare at you, giving you such a disgusting look, people will call you as someone who wanted to show off, etc. However, when you have grown up, you shouldn't use your background as an excuse for your demerit. Improve yourselves. Be brave. Never afraid to make mistakes. A mistake is what makes you grow wiser. </div>
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Some people have no idea how lifestyle could give such a huge impact in building your personality. Lifestyle is including your types of entertainment, your family's stand, your education background, your activities that you did during your childhood, etc. As for me, my parents didn't allow me to go to the cinema until I was 14 years old and until now whenever I go out with my friends and watch movies, I don't tell my parents hehe. Besides, I don't watch lots of English movies before because my mom doesn't allow me to do so and I'm not even questioning her about it. I've been spending my entire life in the field, tried my best to make a new record and rarely read English novels but I read lots of magazines; Ana Muslim, GenQ, Solusi and my book's genre is self-help and motivation. I wasn't exposed to a wider genre that's why I'm a bit conservative for certain aspects of my life. Also, most of my cousins are hafiz and hafizah, and yes it affected my life as well. The only first white people in my life is Justin Bieber. What could you expect from me? My mom was banning western's media in life til I was 17. Told you I got some sorts of culture shock in Dengkil. I couldn't agree more when people considered me as a boring person because I didn't watch a lot of movies. I'm sorry, but now I'm 19, a major and I'll try my best to catch up em. </div>
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That's why, when you meet some people who're struggling in improving themselves in Deen or anything, help them, understand them, never torture them with words that could break their hearts apart and make them discouraged. Everyone is still learning. </div>
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Lastly, you need to take time and think with a wider perspective whenever there's a new matter, affair or drama that happen in social media and news. People are diverse in many ways. People could be so judgemental when they started to assume themselves as someone who knows everything. They've been drowned with their own ego to the point they don't wanna look and hear others' opinions and ideas. You never know how amazing diversity works. </div>
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Again, not everyone was raised like you. Learn to accept others with warmness and always be wise in handling all circumstances in life! </div>
ccmbrndhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06928755701685103219noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8497177794966525946.post-72859119107182354722017-06-14T00:58:00.000+08:002017-06-14T23:51:04.822+08:00Interview for Law Degree Admission in University of Malaya <div style="text-align: justify;">
Hello! Before I go further in this post, I just wanna tell you that I am supposed to update about this last month or earlier of June. Nah, that's okay. I actually run out of the speedy Internet because I had finished them for the sake of The Flash on Netflix (finally, I could catch up all the episodes!).</div>
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My interview was on 30 May, Tuesday, a very early in the morning; 8:00 AM. </div>
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Honestly, once I got the result for my interview session, I was terrified because you know, whenever people mention about UM, the reactions will be almost the same... "Omg! UM kot!" That expectation will always kill. Even though it just an interview. Arisya and I were having a panic attack all way to the interview.</div>
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I read a lot of current issues such child abuse (domestic violence), smoking, vote at 18, RUU 355 (hot issues) and the critical part is the interview week was held when the world was being overwhelmed with so many attacks including Manchester attack, Marawi and Egypt attacks. But yall, my panelists didn't even ask about all those things that I've studied! I even did notes for it. </div>
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By the way, Taiwan court rules in favor of same-sex marriage! It is first in Asia! On the other hand, in Aceh, (the conservative state of Indonesia), two men caned for gay sex. I also studied about dramas that happened in Twitter, i.e. There was one Chinese boy who got flying colors result but didn't get any offer from IPTA on the basis of his skin color (race)- this could refer to the special position of Malays and Natives of Sabah and Sarawak based on Federal Constitution. Gah, I couldn't imagine what will happen to Malay students if the government alter the quota a bit for the non-Bumiputera. </div>
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First of all, smile! That is the best makeup you could ever wear (especially for a girl like me who doesn't wear makeup at all hahaha). Greet the panelists and sit when they ask you to. Be polite. Chill. Chill man! Pass your file and wait for the instruction by them. Start when they tell you to do so. Don't you ever take me as an example. I guess the butterflies urged me to say "May I start?" HAHAHA. I felt so blessed because my panelists were so easy-going. </div>
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The basic things that you need to tell them are your full name, your age, your latest institution (maybe you can tell them about your CGPA as well), your interest - be careful with this especially when your interests are reading and writing. Make sure you've some sort of ideas about the latest book that you read. For example, mine are reading and writing. Thus, I told them that I have a blog as a platform for me to express thoughts and improve my writing skills. Thank God that they didn't ask me about the latest book that I read because I haven't start to read my novels because I was so busy with my kdramas hehe. </div>
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I told them that I had so much fun there especially when my classmates were around. </div>
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Mine is psychology and when they asked me why, I told them that I could detect someone who's lying through their eye contacts, hand gesture and the inconsistencies in microexpression. </div>
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Hahaha. I told them that I had an argument with them and I basically goreng everything to make my asnwers look good anc conviencing. </div>
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Answer: I am the only daughter. That's why I choose UM as my first choice because I want everything the best for myself (Self-promoting was done here) </div>
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6) They also asked whether I am interested or not with debate/mooting since there's no certificate regarding them. Hence, to make it professional, I told them that I was spending my entire life in track and field and got no time and chance to involve to talk on the stage. </div>
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Highlight of the conversation ( I call it conversation because I had fun in that iv's room lol) </div>
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Me: HAHAHHAHA, it could be Usain Bolt. mine is 14s. </div>
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I'm looking for the competitive environment with multi-racial colleagues. I do believe that I could improve myself a lot in UM. I don't really remember about this and yes I had to answer this question in Malay. </div>
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This is hilarious. I forgot what is since in Malay. I couldn't process any word related to it during that time and I feel sucks. Of course. I've been mentioned about Tajwid Class and Blogger Club that I will establish if I manage to enroll in UM. </div>
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Since I'm a person who always enjoys conversations with adults, I find it enjoyable. But yes, enjoy is not a sign that shows I already pass it. At this state, whether it is Law School or not, I will let Him decide. Who knows that Law is something that I couldn't handle in the future. We would never know what's gonna happen next. I just hope that I could get the best UPU result and able to pursue my degree in any IPTA because all those options that I've decided in UPU aren't all bad. </div>
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ccmbrndhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06928755701685103219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8497177794966525946.post-30533091044850735792017-05-17T17:48:00.001+08:002017-05-17T17:48:51.007+08:00The greatest birthday gift #part2 <div style="text-align: justify;">
Mecca is totally different from Madinah. In the Mosque of Prophet (Nabawi Mosque), there are so many kids running and playing around but not many of kids playing around in Masjidil Haram. Yknow, Arabian people don't really mind to let their kids playing around that spacious mosque. I think mosque is their playground. What a cool playground though! If you're thirsty, just get the zam zam water inside the mosque and continue to play again. Masjidil Haram is the mosque that never sleeps. People keep on coming in and out from there. There is no such thing as "free space". Allah is The Most Greatest, I've been witnessing so many amazing things there. You gotta be in mosque an hour earlier to make it easy for you to get space to pray. Alhamdulillah, I got the opportunity to perform Jumaah' Prayer both in Madinah and Mecca. Basically in Madinah, we went to the mosque around 11 a.m. because the adhan is on 12:20 something. There still plenty of spaces during that time. Contrary to Mecca, we went to the mosque around 10 a.m but when we arrived, they were few gates left open for us. Alhamdulillah, but I got to pray between the saf. Imagine how occupied that mosque is. By the way, the ice cream price is 3 riyals and not 1 riyal anymore. Everything is expensive. </div>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Jabal Rahmah. Well, I prayed that I will meet the man the will accept my flaws and weakness. I also asked Him to grant me someone who can lead me to the better path. hehe. </td></tr>
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Helooo! I went to perform umrah from 26/4 til 7/5 (My birthday is on May 6 so I was celebrating it there by eating lots of ice-cream hehe). Alhamdulillah. I didn't expect that Allah would answer my prayers that fast! Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah! Last year, I used a photo of Kaabah that I took from the Internet as my wallpaper but today I could choose Kaabah photos in my camera roll that was taken by my own. I couldn't ask more. I'm blessed. So now, I'm going to fill this post with pictures :) I named this post as part 1 because it will be filled with pictures that I took in Madinah. The other part is in Mecca. </div>
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Hello! Today I'm going to share all the significant lessons and advises that I've received inside and outside classrooms. I found them fruitful and I need to spread it. </div>
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For your information, I am a logophile - a person who loves words. You probably have no idea how words could drown me deep inside and make me stronger to the point I feel like wanted to catch the stars. I guess that's the power of words and just a little reminder for you that nothing could beat how beautiful words being arranged in Quran. </div>
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There are three bitternesses that you need to go through while seeking knowledge. But before that, you need to make it clear, why you want to seek for that knowledge? My mom always reminds me to seek knowledge for the sake of Allah, for the sake of the ummah and for the sake of yourself which is to be a knowledgeable person because a knowledgeable person will get a high rank in Allah's eyes. </div>
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The first bitterness that you need to face is the bitterness of the knowledge. For example, I'm in law course during my foundation year. It's undeniable that law is a dry course and you have to sacrifice a lot in order to success. However, I don't think law is the only dry course in the earth. Any field would be hard. Seeking knowledge itself is hard. It depends on you. How you endure it. Law requires you to memorize a lot and memorize only is not enough. You need to increase your memorization skills so that you will be able to apply it later. I still remember what I've read in Imam Syafie's book, your knowledge of something can be measured by how much you've memorized it. If you are not able to bring it to the loo (means knowing without looking at the book), it means that you are not a master yet. Thus, whatever you learn, there's always a thorny road and you need to stay strong and be patient to possess it. </div>
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The second bitterness is the bitterness in handling and facing the educator or the lecturers. Well, lecturers are just like us. They are human beings, they came from different backgrounds, have their own problems just like us, the students. Even our friends vary in terms of attitudes, thoughts or views, so same goes to them. I don't know why but I just don't like people who are late and I have to endure it a lot in the second semester. I'm not saying that I'm a super punctual people but seeing lecturers waiting for students is a big no no. If you can't make it at 8, at least, try to come to class before the lecturer come. We are the one who wanted to seek knowledge from them but we are late? Where's the attitude? Where's the respect for our educators? This is something that students nowadays (including my friends) are neglecting about. </div>
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The third bitterness is the environment. An environment is what influences us a lot. Frankly, in my house everyone is watching korean dramas, five of them love to stay up all night till Subuh and sleep after Subuh prayer while me...... I'm the one who always sleeps early compared to them and yes I haven't tried the "sleep-after-subuh-prayer" routine because I don't think it is a right thing to do because I do stick to the principle where Allah created the night for sleep. But if I have something urgent or any assignment to be comleted, of course, I'll sacrifice my sleeping time but whenever I have the opportunity to sleep early, I will sleep early and rise early because that's the sunnah. Besides, what I love about my class is everyone is so smart and hardworking. We help each other a lot. We share notes, answers, and everything. The high competition in class is a good thing. Always take competition as the way to improve yourselves and not to look down at others or even yourself because all of us are in the learning phase and failure doesn't indicate that you're a failure as long as you don't give up to try. </div>
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Learn to be a professional person. Come on, just because you are teenagers, you need to be playful all the time. Well, we need to be aware that adult stage is nearby. Gotta prepare for it. Professional here means you don't mix between work and personal matters. I think this is an important aspect since in university we have lots of group assignment and presentation. If you are not able to prioritize it wisely, you will cause trouble for others. If you think you are the only one who has personal matters, how about others? It is okay if you can't make it, but learn to be someone who always takes a quick respond on the emergency matter. If you have a meeting at 10 AM but suddenly something happens at 9:15 AM, please inform someone before 10 AM so that people will not for you or maybe they will postpone it later because making someone waiting for us for such long period is inappropriate. Time is gold and learns to respect others' time. </div>
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Don't procrastinate. I don't know but some people found that I am an annoying person because I like to settle things ASAP. I am a perfectionist person, settling things ASAP will make me easier to detect the mistakes that I did. Why procrastinate when you can settle it faster? Why procrastinate when settling it faster will make your less burden?</div>
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ccmbrndhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06928755701685103219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8497177794966525946.post-8629316257069735672017-04-15T22:56:00.000+08:002017-04-15T22:56:27.713+08:00My Biggest Gratitude <div style="text-align: justify;">
From a simple hello, it ended with the hardest goodbye. It's undeniable that people come and go. Everyone that's been in your life has been there for a reason, to teach you, to love you, or to experience life with you. It's a cycle of life and some people could leave footprints in our heart. </div>
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Since the day one, I got a strong sense that I could go along with her. I keep it down inside and observe what life stores for me. Day by day, we are getting closer to each other; sharing the same interests in food, boys (well yeah we both love boys with glasses hahaha) and of course kdrama lol. Told ya that my housemates failed my mission to stop watching kdramas once I step into university life..... All of it, ruined because they have lots of stock of korean drama (overwhelmed man how could I escape). </div>
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The chemistry grows in the second semester. We shared lots of things, studied, do lots of things together and also being excluded from "them" - together (hahahaha). Not going to rant much but please know that I feel blessed to know a person like you. Arghhhh I hate experiencing zenosyne! 2 semesters are not enough for me to keep on being clingy to you :( </div>
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Hi, Amal! Not sure whether you will read this or not but the day when you told me that you checked my updates, I was so happy hehe. </div>
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Have you ever thought that not being a smoker is the wisest step that you have taken to maintain your healthiness because you are not inhaling those chemical substances like the regular smokers do? Unfortunately, as long as we are exposed to the smokes in the public, we are at risk. Thus, it is important for Malaysia to enforce the banning of public smoking because it has lots of negative consequences from the perspective of Second-hand Smoke, affecting our environmental system and by banning public smoking we can help the country to create a healthy lifestyle.</div>
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First of all, public smoking should be banned in Malaysia because it has lots of negative effects from the perspective of Second-hand Smokes. Second-hand Smokes contain about 7000 chemical substances and 70 of it might lead to various types of cancer. (“Health Risk of”, 2015). Even a little exposure from the Second-hand smoke can affect the non-smokers’ respiratory systems and of course, the effect towards the smokers is totally terrifying. Hence, there is no safe level of exposure of second-hand smokes because the non-smokers will inhale the same chemical substances like the regular smokers did. (“Health Effects of”, 2017). </div>
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Besides, public smoking is affecting the health of the non-smoking adults. The risk of developing lung cancer can be up to 30% if the non-smokers are exposed to the second-hand smoke at work or home (“Health Effects of”, 2017). The administration department of each company in Malaysia should not neglect the health and the safety of their employees. They should restrict the smokers from getting into the office or probably provide a special room for those who really wanted to smoke because, through those measures, the employers will able to protect their employees right of getting clean environment. </div>
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The second reason why Malaysia need to enact the law to ban the public smoking as it affecting our environment. The main crisis that being caused by public smoking is the cigarette butts that lead to litter problems which sicken the eyesight. There are 4.5 trillion tips are tossed worldwide per year. Besides, discarded butts wind up in parks, beaches, and public roads, besides they flow in waterways where the chemically toxic polluted the water supply or eaten by marine wildlife (Chow, 2014). Plus, the possibility for the cigarette butts to flow into the sea is high. People who do littering probably feel at ease as the cigarettes might vanishing from their sight because of the storm, however, cigarettes always find a channel to get into the water and later to the stomachs of marine wildlife (“Greener Planet: A”, 2016). </div>
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Lastly, by banning public smoking, it will promote a healthy lifestyle towards society. People who smoke in public portray a bad example. Smokers, especially adults need to bear in mind that we have lots of age stages in the society ranging from baby, kids, teenagers and to the older. The most crucial issue here is kids are good in absorbing whatever they see, smell and hear in their growing stages. Furthermore, they cannot distinguish well between right and wrong and that is why they tend to imitate whatever people around them do (“Smoking Should Be”,2015). We might see this as a small issue yet we forget that we are the one who is supposed to help the country creating a healthier lifestyle for our future generations. Who else will do it if not us? </div>
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In addition, people will see banning as a government encouragement to create a healthier environment in this country. By banning public smoking, it shows that government is committed to discouraging people from smoking especially in public zones and this can help a country to create a better environment (“Smoking Should Be, 2015). Besides, this measure will be an effective tool that reminds the smokers how precious our health is. Furthermore, the outdoor air pollutions would increase as soon as the tobacco smoke is introduced and the level of air pollution is inclining around the public places that being surrounded by active smokers (Chow,2014). For this reason, people who have a respiratory problem would have difficulty to deal with public places. Thus, we need to preserve their right to breathe effortlessly. </div>
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ccmbrndhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06928755701685103219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8497177794966525946.post-57081738980087243052017-02-22T17:12:00.001+08:002017-02-22T17:13:37.755+08:00Lower your ego <div style="text-align: justify;">
Hello! We're already near to the end of February. I can't wait to go out from my Foundation year!</div>
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First of all, someone was downgrading me. I don't "really" mind if someone wanted to do so if he or she is really good in certain things. I don't mind but if there is slightly difference between he/she and me, that's totally unacceptable. What I've learned is the definition of beauty and brain should be changed to brain and manners. Beauty is not matters anymore. You're not able to stick to a particular group if have sucks endeavors. People won't be pleased if you keep on hiding your attitudes behind your beauty. Later on when you're looking for a partner especially when it towards life partner, be meticulous about their attitude because you're gonna spend the rest of your life living with a person and bearing with their attitudes. Imagine what if they don't really know how to respect people, how to be careful when uttering something that might hurt anyone else, what will happen to your relationship then? I hope that whoever dealing with the attitudes problems, get the guidance from Him. I can't blame anyone as I like because I don't know them inside out. They're only my "new friends". How I interpret new friends? A friendship that haven't reach one year period and those that I rarely eat with at Anjung Dengkil (my cafe in college) </div>
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Last week was a hectic and roller-coaster week. I swear to God that we've so many things to be done and I'm in charge in handling activities for club's Family Day (I shouldn't complain any because I know I can handle every task given!) *suddenly I've been surrounded by positive vibes* The peak situations are on Friday and yes, also Saturday. The other groups suddenly asked my teammates to swap the group for Economy presentations while I've read through the topics that been given to me. And the real topic that my group has to do after the swapping session is Government Policies and mine is Monetary Policy. It's a hard topic. I was trying to understand each word that I was reading on the night (after Isyak) and at the same time my "friend" bring her friends together in our house and eating ramen if I'm not mistaken. They were quite loud. I could tolerate it because you know it's hard to handle ourselves from laughing hard whenever we are spending our time with our good friends yet pls man respects others' privacies. </div>
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I've been burying my madness, dudgeon, and what-so-ever we called it since the first semester. Also, I had told her that I'm quite sensitive when it's loud. Yes, I'm stressed at that time but I already gave them hint to lower their voice. I couldn't handle and I got burst. Yes, my fault. my fault. my fault for not giving "sufficient" hint for them to lower down their voices. My fault for not being "sporting" enough to be uncomfortable when someone enters my house (our house) without giving salam. Yes yes yes. Everything is on me. And you're acting like I'm the one who should settle this down while you don't realize you don't have a sense maybe you lost your senses because you were overprotecting your good friends at that time. I even lowered down my ego for the sake to fix the relationship because we're "close" friend. I guess it didn't work. I don't care as long as I've done my part which is asking for an apology because everything that happened was on me (even tho you've contributed in this case) </div>
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Sometimes we have to lower down our ego to fix a relationship but if you've done everything that you are supposed to do and everything keep on the suck ways, be patient. You're doing a right thing. You lose nothing. You've done your part. Allah will understand. Chill!!! </div>
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ccmbrndhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06928755701685103219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8497177794966525946.post-52749248922038712792017-01-17T11:44:00.002+08:002017-01-17T11:44:24.969+08:00Should women breastfeed their children <div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">In addition, breastfeeding could also decrease the rate of disease towards babies and mothers. </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-font-family: Calibri;">The newborns can get passive immunity against several viruses and bacteria from breast milk. Breastfeeding has been estimated to prevent 13% of deaths to children under 5 years of age that live in a low-income country (Mathur & Dhingra, 2013 as cited in Byers, 2015). Besides, illness and infection can easily affect newborns and therefore they benefit greatly from passive immunity and probiotics that breast milk provides. The ability to be immune towards infections such as Escherichia coli and Shigella can be acquired through passive immunity by the infants from the mother’s immunity. (Davidson et al. 2012 as cited in Byers, 2015). </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; line-height: 107%;">Have you thought that not being a smoker is good enough to
maintain our healthiness from the chronic disease that might be suffered from
those smokers? Yes, most of us do not realize that they are breathing the
second-hand smoke. Instead of going away from the smoky places, we tend to just
stand still and smell it. Don't feel you terrible because of the scent of the
cigarette? We know that smoking brings a lot of bad consequences yet we do not
know how terrifying are the effects of smoking which not only towards our body
but also affecting the animals and our environment. Scary, is it? So today, I
want to persuade all of you to become more concern about every single particle
that you inhale especially when you are hanging out at public places or maybe
you are living with a smoker. Before that, let me review my main points. First
of all, second-hand smoke (SHS) are harming humans’ health, affecting animals
especially pets that live indoor and the third one is second-hand smoke also
give catastrophe consequences to our earth. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; line-height: 107%;">Okay let's start with the first main point, second-hand smoke is a serious threat to human
health. It begins with the babies. Breathing second-hand smoke (SHS) is known
as the cause of Sudden Infants Death Syndrome (SIDS). Thus, babies that have
been surrounded by second-hand smoke are more likely to die of Sudden Infants
Death Syndrome than babies who are not around the second-hand smoke. (Richard
& Kenneth, 2005) This is the main reason why pregnant women need to ask
their husband and anyone to smoke away from them because it could give bad
consequences to the baby. Besides, babies that being surrounded by second-hand
smoke also tend to have lower birth weights. The tendency for them to have
breathe problems until they become adults is high. Hence, a good parent it is
better for you to eradicate the smoking habits because it not only saves your
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the second-hand smoke. Those parents whose smoke are responsible for their
children’s health. According to Richard and Kenneth, children can get more
bronchitis and pneumonia. Besides, they have to deal with difficulty in
breathing and coughing often. It does not only stop there, but second-hand
smoke could trigger asthma. Around 40% go to the operation room as a result of
living with the smokers. Plus, a severe asthma attack can put life at risk.
There is no amount of smoke that is safe to our body, including adults.
According to Japanese researchers at American Heart Association (ASA) meeting,
even as little as 30 minutes of second-hand smoke (SHS) can result in hardening
of arteries in non-smokers. Now, imagine. How many minutes you had spent with
the smoke in the public areas or did you breathe the smoke almost every day
because you live with a smoker? We should not take this as a light problem
because the SHS make platelet in the body act like those regular smokers. Even
a short period in a smoky environment, it causes the platelet to stick together
that would lead to many complications. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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not only harms the health of human being but it also harms the health of
animals especially pets that live indoor. According to Dr. Jan Bellows, a
veterinarian at All Pets Denta Clinic in Weston, he said that since pets spend
much more time in the house compared to us, this increases their exposure to
carcinogenic substances which are harmful to their health. Moreover, a late
research on LiveScience.com indicated that pooches with long muzzles will
probably create more sinus since their noses and sinuses have more surface zone
on which cancer-causing agents can gather. Besides, while grooming themselves,
cats are more likely to get mouth and lymph nodes cancers because they will
lick up their furs that have cumulated by the toxic substances. Likewise, birds
are sensitive to the second-hand smoke because they spend most of the time
flying in the air and might put their life at risks. Albeit animals are small
in size, there is no exception for them for them to breathe the clean air. For
the sake of animals' health, we need to be more observant about the surrounding
that our pets breathing. In short, second-hand smoke from the cigarette
affecting animals' health.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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is the other victim of the second-hand smoke. Smoking can be the major factor
that threatening our air pollution. Smoking cigarettes can generate severe
environmental pollution. In all kinds of pollution, air pollution is considered
as the most dangerous one because it will attack your cardiovascular system
that can lead you to death. Basically, there are two main atmosphere-polluting
chemicals in air pollution which are carbon dioxide and methane. About 2.6
billion kg of CO2 and 5.2 billion kg of methane being released into the
atmosphere annually. In addition, SHS contain the carcinogen, toxic metals and
poisonous gasses which are very dangerous and degrading our air quality. In
this case, Centre of Disease Control carried out and experiment regarding
respirable suspended particles (RSP) and the result showed that RSP level in
places that banned public smoking is decreasing up to 96% compared to places
that allow public smoking. This shows how crucial it is to choose a good place
to live in because there is a huge difference regarding the level of toxic
substances in the clean air and the dirty air. This can be proven by the
outdoor tobacco smoke (OTS) experiment that had been carried out in Helsinki,
Finland. The results showed that places that being surrounded by smokers
polluted 5 to 20 times higher than the sidewalks of busy streets that packed
with vehicles. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; line-height: 107%;">In a conclusion, second-hand smoke (SHS) is a serious hazard
health that gives big consequences to the human being, animals, and our
environment. The government should take actions to limit the smoking areas and
develop places that designated exclusively for smoking to minimize the rate of
second-hand smoke so that we can create a healthier environment. For public
safety, smokers should not be allowed to smoke in the same place where the
non-smokers breathe. The smokers might claim that it is their human right to
smoke whatever they want. However, the non-smokers also have their rights to
breathe the clean air that free from chemicals substances. Thus, think wisely
before you surround yourself with the smokers or if you are a smoker, think
about your beloved one.<span style="font-size: 12pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
ccmbrndhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06928755701685103219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8497177794966525946.post-8216548624754065222017-01-01T07:41:00.000+08:002017-01-01T07:41:13.320+08:00Fresh Start<div style="text-align: justify;">
Hi & Assalamualaikum. Today is the first chapter of 2017. And yes, let me create all the unforgettable memories and achieve my ultimate goals because this is the last "teen" year in my life. I will turn to 20 next years. I'm old. I need to save more money lol. </div>
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Hey, do you know that nothing is much more important than acknowledging yourself as someone who is worth? How you are going to tackle life if you are not able to believe in yourself? If you don't have faith in yourself probably you need people who are willing to tell how worth and beautiful you are in this world. What I've learned in the late of 2016 was, never be degraded by others. Never let people know your insecurities by showing how weak you are when they teased you. Never. Wake up and fight to kill your insecurities and whatever that makes you feel humiliated. The other thing that I've learned was, pretty people will always get a better treatment. I'm not stereotyping but that's the reality. Beauty always comes first. Beauty with a brain. Beauty with the skills. It's weird when you put something before "beauty" like a brain with beauty? </div>
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Nevermind. If you want to become prettier, you just need to make up your soul and it will shine outside. What is the point of having a pretty face but you only skillful in humiliating others? </div>
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ccmbrndhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06928755701685103219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8497177794966525946.post-52316167789089016022016-12-18T01:43:00.004+08:002016-12-18T01:43:48.696+08:00Momentous <div style="text-align: justify;">
Hello & Good Morning (it's 1:18 AM now) </div>
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Thank God I'm done with my past years' question for tonight. Had such a good talk with my housemates. Well, talking about politics and family kinds of stuff. It's fun to listen about others experience about how their siblings are because I don't have any. I am the first and the last. I could be the poison and the cure at the same time. When they said that the oldest is better to marry the youngest and vice versa. So here, I am flexible. HAHAHA. Frankly talk, yes I am. I can adapt myself easily. Everywhere. </div>
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Reminiscing about last year. 18 December would be the date that I won't forget. It was the day when I went to the operating room because of my meniscus tears. The operation was started after Asr time and then I had performed my Asr prayer with such a melancholy feeling. I was terrified. I was having a big anxiety. I was afraid that this Asr prayer would be the last prayer where I am able to do sujood. I would never imagine how my life is without a perfect pair of legs. </div>
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But Alhamdulillah, I had such a great lesson. It makes me realize that even a tiny tissue in your bodies will give a significant impact to your system. I've learned that you can't always be the winner. Sometimes, you need to be willing to fail and plunged into misery because with that kind of situations, you will able to understand others in a better way. Also, it makes me become more appreciative about health, about how great sujood is and how big your parents love towards you even if you are in that situation. But, the biggest lesson that I got that Allah is able to do everything, yes everything including things that beyond your imaginations. </div>
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Till now I still could feel the pain but it's okay. Time heals everything I guess. If you can't run, then walk because you still have a pair of legs compared to those who don't have it. Be grateful for everything that you have. Allah loves you & Allah's blessing is countless. </div>
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Maybe this will be my last post since life is getting busier and more cases to digest and assignments to come. May Allah ease everything for us. </div>
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Hello (this will be my shortest post) Right now I'm studying the contract slides for LAW087 subject that I will have it by tomorrow morning. This subject is scaring me. You need to understand and memorize a lot of facts and cases but in sha Allah with the passion and hard work, everything is possible. I just received messages from my classmate that on Friday's evening, we are going to have co-curriculum activities...... I don't know how to react with that but I'm excited for my writing club! </div>
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Well, these two girls are my favorite person in this foundation center. They're brilliant. I've learned lot from them. Also, we are very determined to get 4.0 in this semester. We have our own plans to strive for it like started to memorize As-Sajadah from now. May Allah ease everything and I hope that three of us will contact each other even though we might be in the different universities next year. </div>
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