Ambang Merdeka 2016

Hey & Assalamualaikum! fyi, this is the best merdeka celebration ever in my life. I dont know why but i can't remember well what happened in SAMURA during merdeka celebration for 2 last years (buffering).

Before this Qis persuaded me to join her to go to Dataran Merdeka today since some of our classmates are totally in the cloud 9 when we were planning to go there but unfortunately I'm broke and got only less than rm50 to survive til today so I can't join anyone to go out for enjoying the air of freedom outside there. Plus, im going to KL this Saturday to watch orchestra with my maju girls, zaimah and tinsu. THATS THE MAIN REASON WHY I CANT HAHAHAH.

Last night, we had ambang merdeka celebration in dengkil. I felt like we were having a clubbing environment because of the lighting and sound effects (clubbing in a skema way). There were a lot of great performances from the dengkil artists that really made my night. Ive being totally amused from Tualang 1 performance. I think the attention centre was the chubby guy who was able to do split!!!! Hellooo guys, me myself cant even do that! (ive lost my flexibility) 

Again, Selamat Menyambut Hari Kemerdekaan Malaysian! Appreciate the freedom that we had achieved from the hard-work and by our brilliant warriors before its too late. Appreciating freedom is not all about singing the merdeka songs and waving your flags, going to Dataran Merdeka whatsoever. It is all started within yourself. Appreciating the freedom actually is by using the right way to express your opinions and thoughts, respecting our leaders and have tolerance with one another. 

That's not impossible for us to become disunited if we keep on pointing our fingers to others. Correct yourself first and think before you act. We are living in society and society nowadays its kind of weird and that's why you need to think critically because not everyone has the same thought as you and we cant make everyone agree with our opinions on certain things.  

I wanted to include some pictures but the Internet is sooooooo slow. Bye! 

Grateful

Be grateful for having hairs while
some people struggling so hard
to make it grows

Be grateful for having a pair of eyes while
some people ain't able to see
how beautiful this Earth is

Be grateful for having a nose while
some people spending their money
to make it perfect in size

Be grateful for having tooth when
some people need polident to make it easier for them
to eat whatever they want

Be grateful for having a pair of hands while
some people doing chores
using their legs

Be grateful for having a pair of legs while
some people don't have it since
they were born

Be grateful
No matter what your condition is because
He loves you
He is The One who created you in that way
You're liable to explore how beautiful you are

Hope

Hope means
Musa conquering a sea
in which all could drown

Hope means
Yusuf being thankful
even in a prison cell

Hope means
yunus glorifying Allah
even trapped inside a fish

Hope means
Bilal repeating shahada
while being crushed

Hope means
Muhammad walking
being pelted with stones

Hope means
not seeing salvation
but knowing Allah does

And lastly,

Hope means
even when your sins reach the sky
Allah is The Most Forgiving

Hectic Week

Hi and Assalamualaikum.

Im just taking a break from doing my LAW038 homework. I have a group presentation tomorrow but I dont have any idea how my group slides look like because im the who incharge in doing the report of the project. Its ok. everything can be settled. Chill. Currently im trying so hard to learn how to be relax and chillll while handling tasks. Btw, I just finished my papers for law016 and elc080 which is listening test. Frankly talk, law016 is kind of a history subject where you have to memorize all the acts, facts and the chronologies of incidents that happen during our past times.

I totally frustrated with myself because of the misspelling that ive done during listening test hahaha im had such a bad time after the listening test. Im pretty worried how im going to survive thru this semester. But I believe that i can handle this. Patience and Persistence is the key. Yes. I shouldnt give up just because things are getting harder and helloooooo arghhh this only the first semester!!! if I couldn't handle having pressure throughout this foundation year.... how im going to face my fisrt year of degree. Keep yourself focus!

                                        

Before the tests which was around 1230, i whatsapped my mom and told her that im afraid. lately, ive an anxiety attack on Wednesday. Masha Allah. I feel like i suffered such a worst disease. I never feel like this before not even during my spm time. WHAT UNI'S LIFE DID TO ME!!!! My hands keep on sweating and thats annoying seriously. since last week which i was sitting for law012 paper, i felt nervous started from morning. even i told myself to relax, it didnt work. I even shivering from morning till the moment i answered my test!!!  Ok done. If this kind of conditions keep on attacking me, i need to go and see the doctor. I pity myself actually. 

Change things that you regret

Hi and Assalamualaikum

Have you ever feel regret after did something? Of course, everyone had experience it or maybe you are experiencing it right now. 

I regretted for spending about RM30 for notebooks that I've bought in Typo. Hm, I should avoid myself from going there when there is no necessary thing to buy. Me myself is the one who can't stand seeing cute, lovely, unique notebooks. I just can't. Even though I know that I've so many empty notebooks in house. I just love it. But now I am ok with that now because I am going to give on of that books for my bff since tomorrow is her birthday. I've put some motivational quote (boleh lah). Thanks Allah for blessed me with that kind of handwriting (hehe). 

That's is the first thing. Next, I always regret when I sleep back after perform my Subuh prayer. I feel so useless praying sunat qabliyah Subuh that known as prayer that represent all the contents of the world, but then.....hmm. I thought that I'm going to be fresh after reciting Quran but I'm not strong enough to control my nafs when I looked at my bed. The pillow seemed to be more fluffy yall.

Woke up at 9AM and regretted everything. I'm supposed to write anything in this blog after subuh but slept instead. I might have more than two hours to study law if I weren't bomb into my bed.

It's kind of rude when you sleep at the time when Allah send His Angles down to earth, to give Rizq, We keep on blaming Allah for not being fair to us but the true is we ourselves who failed in being good slaves for Him. Why we so in love with bed while Allah already said in Quran that day time isa period for us to work, to give contributions to people, to seek knowledge or whatever good deeds are but we sleep instead of being motivated to do everything at the early of the day.

I need to change myself my attitude build again my discipline to be a great person! 

Just like what my mom told me when Ive been attacked with "love-sleep-syndrome" -
Dah tua nanti nak tidur pun rasa penat   

Make full use of your youth time :-) 

Melayu Minority

Hi and Good Morning 

While im writing this post im here in reading room in ptar (tun abdul rahman library). Im here alone waiting my groupmates. Frankly talk, i just wasted my almost 2 hours for watching korean dramas and now i regret it. yah regret a lot since next paper will be LAW016. 

It supposed to be at 9 am but then they asked to postpone it at 10. Im such in rush around 10.03 because i thought i was late for 3 minutes. once im arrived here, oh again im the first people here. I just mad. Yah, i hate some people who cant think maturely about what is important and what is not important. 

We always complaining about melayu tak maju and whatsoever but we are the one who supoosed to change our attitude first. learn to be punctual or even it is not punctual, come early and learn to think about others' feeling and commitment. In order to change our community (melayu lambat), we have to force ourselves to be the one in minority. 

I just cant wait for the end of August. May Allah ease everything. yah, everything. 

Equality in the society

On Tuesday, i learned about a new chapter in law012 which is law and equality. The topic that i wanted to come out is of course equality in Malaysia. Recently, there is a case that a pregnant woman who is going to deliver her baby within 4 weeks was being arrested since she was caught in stealing baby stuffs in the supermarket. The court make it less in detaining her in the jail from 14 days to 3 days. In contrary, there is a recent case where an unemployed man being arrested for stealing handphone but only being detained for 5 days! Ergh im so furious with this issue. I found it unjust for that woman, even though she commit crime because stealing the baby stuffs, but can people give it a consideration? she might dont have any money to buy preparation stuffs for her baby, maybe she is having money problem and thats why she decided to steal. can people understand the feeling of being a mother? 

Dia yang bekerja sebagai wakili jualan di sebuah pasar raya di sini, tinggal bersama suami yang bekerja sebagai buruh di Kampung Aur, Jalan Tawang, Bachok. Mereka mempunyai empat anak berusia 12, 9, 5 dan 4 tahun.

I got that from sinar online. 

Besides that, she still have to pay fine for rm3000! omg! she dont even money to buy the baby stuffs but then she still need to pay for it. the total for the stuffs only for rm165. oh come on people! wake up. i think woman organizations should play a role in handling cases like this. i think that organization need to make a survey on pregnant women so that the baby will be delivered safely. 

My lecturer also mention that, if Malaysia is practicing the theory of the distribution of wealth in a right way, we wont have a gap between rich and poor people. How can one person having a lot of houses in town that cost up to 1 million but at the same time we still have an unfortunate people who dont have enough money to eat? 

Ive done law012 paper yet we still have the second test on 22 September which after raya haji holiday. Break a leg! 

Tenggelamnya Kapal Van Der Wijck

First of all, thanks to my roommate's friend because she got one more ticket left on that time. I totally frustrated when I didnt manage to get the ticket even tho I have been queued up since evening! Yes I just got mad on those people who dont know how painful is when someone who is coming late but managed to get ticket because she was cut off the line hm 

So, basically I enjoyed watching it even tho I sat beside those that I dont know, i am alone but its okay because im accustomed to it (big girl lol) 

Its about a love story. Zainuddin and Hayati. 

Im not going to write a lot about this but yah, the most important thing, when you love someone, dont love them too much til make you forget that Allah is The One that you should love more. Dont u ever put high trust in someone when you love them. People will disappoint you, no matter how kind they are. They will because they are human. 

You should not give someone a false hope. PLEASE do a consideration before you make a promise with someone. We never know how loyal someone is to us, Zainuddin is a loyal person. A very loyal person. He never forget Hayati as his lover no matter how far the distance between them. He made Hayati as his inspiration to be a successful person. I think that is the power of the first love (not puppy love)(hahaha) 

Besides, we should not let our ego engulfs ourselves. Zainuddin said he forgave Hayati because she choose another person (Hayati being forced actually but she said to Zainuddin that she choose that man because of property), but Zainuddin dont want to get back with Hayati after her husband dead. Zainuddin was being fooled by his ego. He said that Hayati was the one who asked him  to forget her, forget all the memories between them. Zainuddin still have a feeling to Hayati but because of ego (lelaki kan), he decided to send Hayati back to her hometown. Hayati was dead after the sink of van der wijck ship. He regretted but then he managed to overcome it by build a shelter for the unfortunate people. Zainuddin is a kind person and he is handsome hehehe

 

While writing this.... i suddenly remember the nasyid that i used to read in samura. im not sure whether it is zikir or nasyid but yah 

"cintakan bunga, akan layu,

cintakan manusia, akan mati,

cintakan Allah, kekal abadi,

itulah cinta, cinta yang hakiki" 

Love Allah. He will never ever disappoint you :)

Hello 2016

Im just posting latest new which i made in my new blog. After few exploration, my old blog still exist! haha 

Basically this post about the new me :) Alhamdulillah, ive been accepted to continue my study in foundation in law. it is a nice course guys! cant deny it even tho yah its hard but just because something is hard, it doesnt mean you cant enjoy learning it. 

So, here you go. I wrote this post on July 

Assalamualaikum and Hi 

Frankly speaking, I created this account "again" because I got inspired by Madam Farhah, my lecturer for LAW038. She's so amazing! May Allah bless her. She keep on reminding us that we need to acquire akhirah in ourselves, we need to contribute back to the society, we are here learning to spread the knowledge about this field to the society because we are living in the society.

She also streesed on that we should spend our time in library a lot, do make your own research and do not wait for the lecturer to conduct you to do whatever you should do. I'm here again to train myself tying in high speed. She said that we need to be accustomed with working under high pressure because yah, because being lawyer is not easy. Just like the korean drama that I've watched which was "I Hear Your Voice". being a lawyer need you to have passion in yourself, you need to have patient and passion for exact. 

I just have been here, Foundation in Law just for 2 months but I feel like there are so many new things and knowledge that I've gained here including mac, sephora and kylie (HAHAHAHA) excuse my boring characteristics. I really need to take care of my ikhtilat and heart from missing someone or liking someone or keep on thinking of someone that I shouldn't. Hey, come on! There's no more time left and it is better for me to seize whatever chance that I have here. 

May Allah help me in being istiqamah, in doing good things. I wanted to share everything including ayah that ive read in Quran, current issues and probably my legal knowledge! I will watch Tenggelamnya Kapal Ven Der Wick this night and yah am pretty excited for this. Alright, I need to start my research on Lexis Nexis for my first assignment in LAW038. May Allah ease everything!