Hello 2016

Im just posting latest new which i made in my new blog. After few exploration, my old blog still exist! haha 

Basically this post about the new me :) Alhamdulillah, ive been accepted to continue my study in foundation in law. it is a nice course guys! cant deny it even tho yah its hard but just because something is hard, it doesnt mean you cant enjoy learning it. 

So, here you go. I wrote this post on July 

Assalamualaikum and Hi 

Frankly speaking, I created this account "again" because I got inspired by Madam Farhah, my lecturer for LAW038. She's so amazing! May Allah bless her. She keep on reminding us that we need to acquire akhirah in ourselves, we need to contribute back to the society, we are here learning to spread the knowledge about this field to the society because we are living in the society.

She also streesed on that we should spend our time in library a lot, do make your own research and do not wait for the lecturer to conduct you to do whatever you should do. I'm here again to train myself tying in high speed. She said that we need to be accustomed with working under high pressure because yah, because being lawyer is not easy. Just like the korean drama that I've watched which was "I Hear Your Voice". being a lawyer need you to have passion in yourself, you need to have patient and passion for exact. 

I just have been here, Foundation in Law just for 2 months but I feel like there are so many new things and knowledge that I've gained here including mac, sephora and kylie (HAHAHAHA) excuse my boring characteristics. I really need to take care of my ikhtilat and heart from missing someone or liking someone or keep on thinking of someone that I shouldn't. Hey, come on! There's no more time left and it is better for me to seize whatever chance that I have here. 

May Allah help me in being istiqamah, in doing good things. I wanted to share everything including ayah that ive read in Quran, current issues and probably my legal knowledge! I will watch Tenggelamnya Kapal Ven Der Wick this night and yah am pretty excited for this. Alright, I need to start my research on Lexis Nexis for my first assignment in LAW038. May Allah ease everything! 

Sacrifices

part I

the main reason why im writing back because i couldnt withstand anymore with em i dont know i just feel like im quite miserable. i dont know why my laziness level is increases and this is soooooooooooo annyoing you know i cant overcome that problem well then my work are increasing day by day.

the first thing is
i think i better uninstall or stop the tweeting and instagram-ing activities. it just make me so lalai ah.
1) twitter em ahahahah yah its hard but i guess im the person who have to work very hard to get something that i aim for. im not like the others who are gifted with the good brain. im not saying that Allah isnt unfair but i have to trust Him because He is the one who arranged your life story. i just cant stop tweeting!! such an addicted application. im glad that im no more addicted with that sakai facebook ahahahaha im kutuk-ing that app padahal dulu kaki facebook. huh i dont know when this kind of addiction will get rid of from my life. yah i sould stop tweeting until the right time comes.

2) instagram
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH tbh im a stalker. keep stalking others and wasting my time at the stupid things. kena kawal diri utk keep uploading pictures about yr life & yah lepas spm upload la gambar banyak2! yah, quite hard too but why dont we try. come on! 7 months only then u can do anything u wanna do!!!!!!!

3) tumblr & blogspot
em hahaha im not going to deactive these bcs this is my only entertainment! how about whatsapp? em no, i still needed bcs i dont really have credit so with whatsapp i can send whatever i want without using credit bcs we're using wifi hahaha but yah i should have to control myself.

part II

i need my old life. the one who can run. the one who can do anything that she wanna do. ah i should stop this.

so dear myself anas
u need to study.
u really need to study. u have to struggle. dont compare yourself with the one who is gifted. people not same. remember how hard your parent work to support your studies in boarding school

dont u wanna make them happy
make they forget about their pain when looking at your straight A's result?
dont u wanna make them happy
make they proud of you
make they no regret with all sacrifices that they done
just for you

dont you wanna make yourself proud?
we are going through school life since we're in kindergarten. so, why dont kita treat diri kita dengan something yg membanggakan. belajar penat penat dari tadika takkan ended up taknak result gempak? tak rasa sia sia ke belajar dari kecik tapi tak nak appreciate keringat sendiri. love yourself.

kejayaan semanis madu memerlukan pengorbanan sepahit madu.
do it now or regret tomorrow.

dear anas,
may Allah give you strength to fight against yourself. to fight laziness & nafsu. may Allah hear you dua' but yah He's always hear :) keep trying. never lose hope. Allah always be there for you. all the best in whatever you do, dear myself xxx may straight A's could be achieved!